I'm crying now too!
Jessica you are so very dear to each of us and it breaks my heart to think
of you being sad and lonely when you return home. It is so very obvious how
much you miss Kaity and how much you thoroughly enjoyed spending time with
Miss Smilie and I hope that it really warmed your sad heart to hug her and
spend that precious time with her and all the MPS babies. I wish there was
something, anything I could do to take away even a small part of your pain
but it is that pain that makes you the strong, caring and beautiful
individual that you are to each of our families. I feel so blessed to have
crossed paths in life and can not wait to hug and surely cry with you in
person!!!! Jess, You are so precious to us because -you do and have always-
truely understood, by sharing your joy and love in Kaity as well as the hard
times.Thanks again for all your help to us MPS parents we really are family
xxxxxLaura Crying as I type! I don't know if words can ever express my love and
the admiration I feel for you! Even though I never meet Kaity-Bug in life
she will always hold a special place in my heart, as will you! You have made
such a difference in my life and all the families your dedication and love
has touched! Thank you for sharing Kaity in life and your pain in her death.
Your caring bridge site means more to me than you will ever know!!! I pray
for you every night and I am blessed to call you my friend! Click your heels three times Jess and turn around and Calif. you will
be going. Loved the Pics. Jess -it didn't sound mad about Kaity's grave-its just how I think I
would feel(hugs).Hope your enjoying your trip love and kisses Laura x Wow! Great Pictures! I felt as if I was there with you all in Calif.
Of course having Alli in so many of them touched me the most!! Again
Jessica, Thanx for sharing with my family. Jessice, What a wonderful pic of you and my Granddaughter! I heard so
much about you from the girls when they returned. THANK YOU for being such a
strong support for my daughter. My thoughts and prayers are with you and
Kaitlynn every day. Reading over your entries has reminded me that I need to send in my
registration for Disney. We are SO ready for it, and I am very happy that
you will be there. You are a brave woman and I look forward to meeting you
in person. Hello Jessica, I loved the picture of you and Allison. I was standing
right next to you when the picture was taken and it reminded me of Reilene
always being so curious. I'm glad you had a good time in CA. I hope to meet
you again. Hugs and kisses. Jess, hi jess Jessica, Jessica,. I read about kaity and it break my heart. Love to know you
have fun at MPS walk. Jess, that is the sweetest picture of you and Alli. I'm glad you had
such a wonderful time in California. Jess~ I am so happy we got the chance to spend the weekend together!
My girls think you are the BEST! Thank you so much for the wonderful
presents you gave to all of us! I know the weekend was a little hard for
you, there were a few times I saw you looking at Alli with tears in your
eyes and I knew you were missing your Kaity-bug.(((HUGS))) I want you to
know how much it means to me that you love my baby and all the other MPS/ML
babies too. Thank you for all you do. Hi Jess, Jess, I have really missed chating with you. I hope that you are doing
well. Look forward to catching up on your journal. Talk with you soon. Hugs
to the whole family. Jessica, Thank you for posting such a sweet picture of Andrew on
Kaity's web site, and asking her to watch over our MPS children. I am glad
he was able to comfort you during your time of saddnes. Hello Jessica, I met you today. You also met my children Reilene and
Nikkolas. I was reading your journal and I hope that I can be half as strong
as your are. I never got the pleasure of meeting your angel, but I miss and
love her just the same. Hugs and kisses. Jess, you know all the right words to express you feelings. It has
been awhile since I have read you journal entries, and you never cease to
amaze me. I just wanted to say I am thinking of you and everytime I see a
butterfly, even on TV or in a book, I think of Kaity bug and Moriah and I
alwasy smile and say "hello girls". Yes the passers by think I am crazy for
saying hello to butterflies but I don't care :) Please call me anytime. Hi! I love reading your journal entries. I too, love Courage and wonder
those same things about my Lindsey also. I don't think any of us will ever
be ready - no matter how long/short the journey, how much we try to prepare.
I admire and respect you so much. You have given so many of us the courage
to face each day, mainly because of the Forum. I check/read it each day. You
were the perfect one to be chosen as the first "volunteer spotlight". Keep
pressing on...Kaity Bug is with you. kle Jessica -I'm so glad Andrew was able to 'deliver'kisses from Kaity and
you got comfort at the run.I'm sorry for your 'bad' day -know we are
thinking of you on this little island! love and Hugs Laura x
Hi Jess, you have such a way with words. As much as I hate what MPS does
to our kids, I am at the some time grateful for the best friends I have made
because of MPS. I can't imagine my life any differently, I can't imagine
Kraig being any different. I'm so sorry about the lonely and sad days you
have had, I wish I could do more to comfort you. You're never far from my
thoughts. (((HUGS))) Jessica, hi jess Jessica, Dear Jessica, See I'm not the only one that says you should write!! You said I dont
know what to write! Well it was awesome once again and once you sit down
Jess it just comes to you as you type each and every word! Jessica, 2 Weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jess -your very right! I see lots of beautiful children ignored
,rejected day in day out -taken for granted -Maybe we are given a special
gift as our eyes are opened by this horrible disease.We are blessed to make
the most of whatever time we have with our little ones.love Laura xxx Jess, Hello Jessica and Brian, Jess~ I know I still take some things for granted, even after ALli's
diagnosis, but the moment a loved one is diagnosed with something this
awful, the important things in your life do shine through! Congrats on
reaching your goal with the sale! I can't wait to see you in Sunny CA~ hello jessica and brain Hi Jess, Jess, Jessica, I've just read your post and what an amazing person you are.
Thanks for continuing Kaity's website. I'll be sure to add it to one of my
favorites. I'll also be sending you an email regarding the photos on
Madison's webpage (caringbridge.org/nc/madisonlewis). I definitely need some
help!!! Jess/Brian your hearts are so big -I'm glad you have smiles when other
little ones get pleasure from the toys Kaity played with! love and Hugs
Laura Jess/Brian your hearts are so big -I'm glad you have smiles when other
little ones get pleasure from the toys Kaity played with! love and Hugs
Laura I am so sorry to here of your loss.Please know that you and your
family are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your little girl with us. God Bless, Jessica, Brian, Josh, & Kaity, Jess thanks for the lovely Thankyou letter about the peace angel-I
hope she brings you happy thoughts of Kaity.I have several like this that
Lily has bought me they are very precious! love and Hugs Laura xx Jessica, Kaity's tree is beautiful. Thank you for sharing it. Can't
wait to hear about your visit with Debbie. Jess, the Kaity Tree is so beautiful. I'm so glad that you had several
days to spend with Todd and his family and now Debbie is coming to visit,
too. You have such a beautiful way with words. kaity will always hold a special place in my heart. I know that she is
running and having a ball with our Lord now. Jessica, I've been reading your journal since you created it for Kaity-Bug
and yourself. Just also wanted to thank you so much for making me feel like
family at the MPS Forum even though my children were not diagnosed with MPS.
I just know that Kaity is up there as a guardian angel looking over her
mommy and at her great strength she has and how many families she's helped
in similar circumstances. Thanks for being there to support all the families
and those of us that come looking for answers even though we may not in the
end have a child with MPS. :) Hey Jess, I did read your last post! I forgot what day you would be
updating. Bad Tami! Thank you so much for making "Kaity-Bug's" site. Your
words help more me more than you will ever know. Thank you for being you and
sharing your life and Kaity's with me! Hi Jess, Jessica, Thank you for sharing your precious Kaity with us. Your words
are beautiful. Jessica, Thank you for sharing your precious Kaity with us. Your words
are beautiful. Jess- I, too, like reading your words. You are such an inspiration to
me. Jess~ I have enjoyed reading your Journal every day. I will admit that
I even wait for them, each time I check my computer durring the day, I check
to see if there is a new entry on Kaity's page. I will miss the daily
entries, but will be here Monday nights in anticipation of your next entry.
You have a gift with words Jess. I imagine that all of the faithful readers
of Kaity's site would say the same thing. Through your words we feel the
love you have always had for Kaity, and the joy her life brought to all of
us. Hello I am so sorry for your pain and loss Prayers coming your way. well now you made me think yet again!All the times I moan inside my
head when Will gets up at 5am and then all the meds and things he needs for
just a trip up the road! How very much we will miss this because like you
its part of our lovely children.Kaity is thought of here every day as you
are too love and Hugs Laura xxxx Hi Jess, Hi Jess .... Just wanted you to know that I am reading your journals!!
I find myself waiting to see when you post again!!! They are very
inspirational!!! Love you Brian, Jess and Josh!!!! And our sweet Angel Kaity!!!! I'm glad you have the peace to know that Kaity is in heaven .That
burial time is what worries me most too love Laura xx Good Day Jess, Thank you Jessica for sharing your feelings with us. I wait each night
for your posts.They seem to help with the long days hear at the hospital.
You are a grate strenght for me. Thank you for sharing Kaity with us. You gave her a life of dignity,
grace and beauty. May the Lord comfort you. HELLO JESSICA MY BEST FRIEND IT HAS BEEN HARD FOR ME TO MAKE THIS STEP
TO THE FORUM, TODAY GOD GAVE ME THE COURAGE TO TRY, I JUST WANTED YOU TO
KNOW I AM HERE FOR YOU NOW AND FOREVER, KATILYN HOLDS A SPECIAL PART IN MY
HEART THAT NO ONE COULD EVER KNOW AND NOW I SHARE THAT PART WITH MY NEW
ANGEL WITH GOD....LOVE DONNA PURVIS Art's words are so beautiful, thank you for sharing them with us here.
Kaity is such a blessing to all those who knew her. Thankyou for sharing Art's words with us -he is such a blessing to us
all Laura x One of the most precious moments we have with our children is being
with them as they are born, and then as they leave this earth. Thank you for
finding the strength to share Kaity with us. Your words are beautiful. Dearest Jessica, Jess- Irish folklaw says that the rainbow is the pathway between this
world and the next- love and Hugs Lauraxxx Jessica, Hi Jess. I now know I need to read your entries everyday. They uplift
me. Thank you. Shellbell Jess your words/feelings are beautiful (like Kaity)-Thanks for sharing
love and Hugs Laura Jessica, Thanks for sharing your story of kaity. At times, it is hard
for me to read. It's like looking into the future and seeing what Destiny's
final moments will be like. Putting myself in your place, I know you will
find comfort in knowing she is in heaven, surrounded by other angels,
running, laughing, playing, etc, doing the things she could no longer do
here on earth. I may never get to hear Destiny utter a word, or walk, sit
up, or anything, but when it's her time, the comfort of knowing she will be
able to do them will bring comfort. I'm just glad that it went so
beautifully for you and pray that my experience will be as beautiful, though
I hope that time doesn't come for a long, long time. hi jessica Dearest Family. Island Princess
<mooks@bellsouth.net> I remember holding my own Hurler angel, 13 months old, as he took his
last breath. Our experiences were somewhat different, but your words echo my
own feelings. I wish I could say "I can only imagine your pain" but I do
know your pain. I also know your peace in knowing your child is no longer
suffering.. she's running around... happy and healthy. She lived her life
just as God planned for her and in her 13 years touched many people and
brought so many together. ^^REESE^^ has come to me several times in my
dreams. The latest ones have shown me that he's exactly where he's supposed
to be. He no longer has scars from the surgeries, he has his hair back, and
no more kyphosis. He plays peek-a-boo with me and smiles at me just like he
used to. I pray you have those same wonderful dreams and that the peace you
know right now continues to grow more real. Dear Jessica, Dear Jessica, Jessica, THANK YOU JESSICA Jess, Dear Jess, Jess, Just wanted you to know that I've been thinking about you guys. Thank
you for sharing your experience so openly with all of us. You are
AMAZING!!!!!!!!! Jess, Jessica, I know I have said it before, but you are a truly remarkable
individual. Your ability to write so freely about your emotions moves me in
ways that I can not express and gives me hope that one day I follow in your
footsteps. Jessica, Jess~ Donna's experience gave me goosebumps. I have always believed
that there is a Heaven, but every once in a while, we all need a reminder or
a reassurance that there really IS a Heaven. Thank you for writing this in
Kaity's Journal, and thanks for my reminder today! I needed it! Just wanted to say I'm thinking of you. I've never met you, but I feel
I know you anyway. When I get the news about Kaity, I get tears in my eyes.
Still thinking about you and praying for your peace. THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS Jessica and family Jessica, your words are very powerful. Only a loss of someone so pure
could create such emotion. Your journey has been long and the peace you feel
does not need to be explained or argued, only appreciated. We too know the
discomfort that comes with the reality of relief at the end. There is no
doubt that there is a better place for souls so innocent than in the bodies
of suffering children. We are thinking of you very much, and of your
beautiful daughter, and of your amazing strength and compassion. Kindest
regards, I hope you do find the strength to write Kaity's beautiful story and
share with those of us on the same pathway! Love and Hugs to you all Laura
xxx Aunt Rhonda had a moment today!! I miss my sweet Kaitybug so much!
Hugs and Kisses are sent to Jess, Brian and Josh! Thinking of you today! Sending hugs an kisses your way! I'm somewhat behind in checking into my webpage families. I am so very
sorry about Kaity. I hope the days are bringing you more peace. Please know
we are thinking of you. kle I am so glad that I got to go to Kaity's Angel Homecoming. It was so
nice of you to include the MPS families in the butterfly release, and the
signing and the release of the ballons. It was lovely to see them as they
danced away to heaven. It was beautiful.
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